Funny how they go ring at the big houses and not the tiny ones. Probably because they want more money for their stupid sect.

I am insecure, I feel useless to the eyes of anyone. So much that when I feel insecure about something or someone, I erase it from my life without any thinking, with my heart full of pain just to empty it. People shouldn’t feel concerned about my acts, it is simply my reaction which, I know, is bad. And still, some will judge my acts without even knowing the truth; how I feel. In reality, I find myself disgusting. I skip meals to make myself feel better; to free myself out of all this hurt. I keep that all to myself which doesn’t help me at all. I don’t trust a lot of people since everything I see is people cheating on each other and being hypocrite. I grew apart from the other kids and was always surrounded by adults and with all of this experience to observe the world around me, all I can tell you is that we live in a disgusting society, eating the person you are on the inside until it kills you; until it wins.